hey you,

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missed calls. unread messages. and god knows what else.

i don't know what's happening. been avoiding phone calls and sms-ses lately. and im doing it PURPOSELY. gahh. i feel bad. no. i know im bad. ;( sorry people. but don't get me wrong. its not like i hate you guys or anything .... just not in the mood to talk to humans for the time being. please understand yea. thank you.

speaking of calls & messages, i have this sudden urge to just throw my phone down from my 12th storey flat. really. it has suddenly occured to me how NOT in need i am of that little gadget, to the point i sometimes find it an irritant. ughh.

and at times like this, its nice to know that i ain't the only one going through this phase. that there are people out there who could relate to me. and whom i could relate to. im thankful for that. =)

on a more positive note, perhaps some good things have come out from this situation; ( i don't think your getting my drift. bt nvm, just bear with me a while. )
1) i've learnt its stupid to waste my time ( or should i say life ) on unnecessary creatures/organisms that don't appreciate me, and
2) its even stupider to let these pathetic beings affect my brain cells and get the better of me.

so yeahh. guess i've learnt my lessons. and like they all say, mistakes will only make me stronger. i'll bet you on that. ;)

YAY FOR ME!

ps: i was fine before you came into my life.