hey you,

doh.

alot's been happening lately. but i somehow don't feel like typing it out. so lets just say, things are pretty normal and fine as of current. though there's plenty of stuff in my mind, im not exactly sure how to express it in words. like ... its all jumbled up inside me. get it ? my thoughts that is.

you know, its funny when there;s so much you wanna share with the world but for some inexplicable reason that only god knows, you just couldn't find the right words to express it. its like, trying to talk right after gulping down boiling hot tea. have you ever felt that way ?

i guess everyone does sometimes. after all, isn't that what life's all about ? getting caught in its irony, doubting the wonders of being alive, questioning the unpleasant occurance, and well .. the list just goes on and on. it takes alot of courage and acceptance for someone to say, " im contented with my life " or perhaps " i've lived my life to the fullest. " because truth is, and im sure most would have realized it but merely attempting foolishy to deny, is that we're always searching for something more in our lives. yup. more. thats the key word here. be it money, friends, or love, all of us are seeking for that something extra. and if anyone dares to deny this plain yet clear truth, then its obvious that he/she is just feigning ignorance. perhaps overcome with the fear of facing and accepting the side of their nature which many would consider ... well ... greedy. foolish. or any other not-so-pleasant qualities. but hey, its perfectly normal to feel that way. we're all human after all. and these different personalites, qualities & feelings are what defines us. the reason why each and every one of us is different and unique. right ?

so yeahh, pardon me for the randomness above. on a more cheerful note, tasha's birthday party last sat was .... umm ... crowded ? hahaha. tons of peeps turned owt so i guess it was cool then. but i was practically down on my knees by the time the last guest leave the house. imagine that. i was dead beat !

but anw, i'd like to thank everyone for coming. and dear friends, syimmy, syafz, evia & yani. well. hope you guys like the food. (;

and with that, im gonna end this lengthy post.

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN NUR FAIEZAH BINTE OSMAN !!!!

may you be happy for a long long looongg time ! =)

byesie.

ps: no regrets, they only hurt.