hey you,

today's like the stay-home-day. -__- so yeahh. you could pretty much guess how my day went. shall not get into details. & if excessive boredom could kill, i'd have been buried 333 years ago. honestly.

that aside, i've been. well, kinda troubled recently. there's no major problems whatsoever. just, well ... how do i put it ? im in trouble. with myself. ok not exactly myself but its like, im bringing this UPON myself. so indirectly im the CAUSE of the trouble and im also THE trouble. so that's why im feeling troubled. geddit ? uh, don't freak out if you don't. im still trying to figure it out.

anw, i just wanna say this out. i am NOT looking for a boyfriend/lover/soulmate/husband or any other funny names you people call it. im pretty contented with life as of current, and im not getting myself in some petty relationship with any humans anytime soon. so yeahh, im fine if you wanna be friends. just. stop there. alrighty ? and if im nice to you, don't be flattered too easily. cause everyone else's probably getting the same treatment. its just me. i can't change that. so it doesn't mean anything unless i say so. GET THAT ??

okayyyy. im done. that felt gooooodddd sumhow. =)

ps: my heart can't compromise, don't waste your heart on me.