hey you,

dangg.

im having one of those moments yet again. reminiscing the pastt. oh god, i should really stop doing this. cause everytime i thought about those times gone by, it only brought tears to my eyes. gahh. im so weak to the max. =(

but honestly, i just cant control this flood of emotions from flowing in. its all really; weird. all of a sudden i find myself in a new school, surrounded by new people and all other sorts of new objects/organisms/places, even food. its all TMTH! i need time.

& as if im not going through quite enough already, the walk to and from school everyday feel like a million miles. that's how is when your walking aloneee. even on the rare occasions im walking with my classmate or other people, it never felt quite the same as when im walking with, say, myra syafzie syimmy yani evia faiezahh. i reallyreallyreally miss THEM. =(( & i'll permit you to cut open my heart if you don't believe me.

so yeahh, that's basically part of what im feeling right now. there's a whole lot more but i cant seem to find the right words to describe. for now, i'll at least keep those feelings to myself. & bear with it a little longer.

they say time heals all wounds. well, we'll just see won't we; if this wound of mine will heal or just get deeper.

ps: i wish i had what i needed to be on my own, 'cause i feel so defeated & im feeling alone.