hey you,

my brains in a a turmoil. as of currently, i feel lethargic. weak. helpless. and definitely not sane.
oh god.

i need a break please. or a pause, or interval, anythingg. oh u get the point. this whole thing is taking its toll on me, its causing a massive turbulence in my nervous system! damnnn. i don't like this feeling the least bit.

& u know, its never a pleasant feeling knowing you've hurt someone. but i guess some things just can't be avoided, no matter how hard you try. so all that's left to do is embrace those moments and take them as lessons learnt. it's hard yes, but not impossible.

for i'd rather hurt you now than later
cause then the scar will just get deeper
im sorry
but you'll get better in time
and so will i

ps: don't make me change my mind.