hey you,

it's really annoying that
my joy seems to be
short-lived these days.

like damnn.
i really don't know.

yesterday i did research
on what could hace caused
the scalp to bleed.
then i found a word,
cancer.

last night a friend of mine told me
that his close friend just passed away.
i asked him why.
and again, that word appeared.
cancer.

then today during lecture,
i learnt about radiation thingy,
including what it could lead to.
and for the third time,
the word popped up.
cancer.

im seeing/hearing too many
"cancers" out of a sudden.
that im beginning to loathe that word.

i really don't like the sound of it.
and i have a test tomorrow.
oh shit.

ok bye.

ps: i bet it makes you laugh, watching me work so hard to reach you.