i can't quite comprehend what's happening to me these days.
no seriouslyy,
its freakyyy that im frightening my own self.
-.-


thus i came up with a conclusion;
that either im about to lose my mind,
or i've always been like this,
without realising it.


so yeahh, neither options are exactly positive to say the least.
but if i've to choose, it will probably be the latter.
cause the thought of losing my mind,
the only piece of me which holds so much memories,
crazy thoughts,
& random moments,
and which is simply the reason that i am who i am today.


the thought of losing all those is enough to send shivers down my spine.
i'd rather be deprived of mangoes for 33 years then suffer that awful fate.
really.



so anw, i shall not elaborate much.
but i'd like to thank dearest faiezah for just being there yesternight.
hearing me broke down like an idiot,
in the middle of the night,
when she could be spending time doing much more useful things.
and those words of motivation,
i appreciate them loads babe.
thank you so very much.
((:


& syafiqah,
it was nice catching up with you yesterday.
though not for long,
i enjoy every minute of it.
and ouhhh,
we're similar in so many ways aye??
;)

btw, i did not attend school today.
my eyes hurt from producing a fountain last night,
and i simply don't feel well.
so yeahh, im here blogging to pass time.
and ease the soul a bit.




i think that's it then.
hope everyone is alright.
and have a nice day!






ps: im speechless in a most peculiar way.