hey you,

today,
im a happy kid.

met up faiezah at cwp along with her friend,
Ansar.
all cause i needed company to eat
spaghetti. =)
& i got along pretty well with
Ansar.
really well, in fact.
i think we have the same frequency.
that's why.
hahahaha.

i lost count the number of times i laughed todayy.
ahaha.
AWESOME-NESS uh.

considering it's our first meeting,
it certainly didn't show when we started
conversing.
hahah!
seriouslyy, the stuff we talked about are just
superr random
& well, weird.
;)

so yeahh, today im one joyful person.
=)

the fact that i didn't deliver my presentation well just now,
& i walked for five hours on my ridiculously high heels till my toes are swollen,
& tmr's IMB exam,
& i've not started revising,
& i'll probably screw up tmr's paper
ain't gonna drown my happiness anytime soon.

yeahh it's kinda scary to be honest.
i've forgotten how it feels to be real happy,
till recently.
in spite of all the stress,
workloads,
& situations im dealt with.
somehow, i emerged a much stronger person
instead of drowning into the pit of nothing-ness.
oh wells.
i don't think you're able to decipher anything from the above.
so i'll save you the agony of trying to.

i think im beginning to fall in love all over again,
with myself.
:)

ps: but i'd rather be here with you.